I am finding that the format, trying to annotate according to topics that were covered in the first two books, makes it difficult to get at the most essential points. I think that some things come out of the woodwork better with a retelling of my entire “story” in chronological fashion. That will not happen in another book (that would amount to a Victor Hugo sized opus), but rather with a video (about an hour) where some things can be shown visually.
"Producing" all this output (two books, a video, and some piano music) takes a lot of time -- requiring a lot of blocks of contiguous time increments. So it is very difficult to "volunteer" to become part of someone else's cause right now -- even though doing so can teach me more. Time can really involve sacrifice.